1. |
Somethings Wrong
04:00
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Hoped out of bed and I’m feeling just fine
I need a little pick me up and then something for my mind
I've got no Girlfriend and I've got now where to go
I've got half the worries of a married man ya know
I once had a girl but I met her at a bar
She’s going to flip when one day I become a star
Emotional scar
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
Im on my way
on my way somewhere today
So I carry on
Im higher than I kite and that’s why I wrote this song
I wannna belong
a boughta bing I bought a Bong
somethings wrong
somethings wrong
somethings wrong
and I go…..
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
I used to have guts and Id go knucking Futs
Id smash some heads while I was checking out there girlfriends butts
I used to snort Coke ohh like I was breathing air
And Id be shooting steroids like I just didn’t care
If you think IM crazy then that’s just what I am
If really you think that lifes not fair then check out uncle sam
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
Im on my way
on my way somewhere today
So I carry on
Im higher than I kite and that’s why I wrote this song
I wannna belong
a boughta bing I bought a Bong
somethings wrong
somethings wrong
somethings wrong
and I go…..
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
If you want to live then I suggest you don’t follow me
Theres a GOD that became a man and he died for people like me
Just ask him secretly so that you can see
Cause most of the world is spiritually blind and theyl walk right into the sea
Drownding in delusions grandeur and over overreaching pride
You could do no better than to Have Jah right by your side
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
Im on my way
on my way somewhere today
So I carry on
Im higher than I kite and that’s why I wrote this song
I wannna belong
a boughta bing I bought a Bong
somethings wrong
somethings wrong
somethings wrong
and I go…..
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
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2. |
Fire
04:20
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3. |
Problems
04:10
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I've made it through the day now will I make it through the night?
I've got the kind of feeling that something isn’t right
I've been abiding in darkness but I need to stay in the light
THeres is a battle that Id rather not fight
But if I cant hate evil, how then will I ever become a delight?
Some things that I've done just haven’t been right
I’ve got my own problems and theres no where to hide
I still hope that its Heaven where I will reside
I hope I can be faithful and stay on with the right side
If JAH sets my steps then aint nobody gonna breaka my stride
I should count my blessings, keep the peace
Go fly a kite and feed the geese
I've stumbled over the same things so many times before
But still it’s the goodness that I adore
If got my own problems and there’s nowhere to hide
I still hope its Heaven where I will reside
I hope I can be faithful and stay on with the right side
If JAH sets my steps then aint nobody gonna break my stride
I cant see myself getting out of my own way
IM always here to hold me back like everyday
Id smile more often but my skys are always grey
Constantly reminding myself of the fact that were made from clay
If got my own problems and there’s nowhere to hide
I still hope its Heaven where I will reside
I hope I can be faithful and stay on with the right side
If JAH sets my steps then aint nobody gonna break my stride
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4. |
Innocence
04:09
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Its 3am and I’m wide awake
I wished lived sober back then
But I made so many mistakes
Wish I was a man of my word
But my addictions were at stake
I’d make a promise to myself
Just to watch it crumble and break
I was jonesin
But I ended up doing fine
I remember that addiction,
Cause my past reminds me all the time
When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see
This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me
I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go?
But then I remember my past and instantly I know
When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see
This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me
I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go?
But then I remember my past and instantly I know
I went to my DR and I told her everything Id seen
I told her about a vision I got with plenty of spirit filled dreams
I told her I’d seen demons and few dirty devils to
She just laughed at me, I said
Women the Devils is laughing at you
He’s blinded your mind so that you can’t see
Well there is a savoir that died for sin because we’re all guilty
He rose from the dead and he conquered his own grave
We can never pay him back now for the eternal life he gave
When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see
This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me
I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go?
But then I remember my past and instantly I know
When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see
This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me
I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go?
But then I remember my past and instantly I know
A life that’s wasted
A spark that’s all gone
There’s no more jump in his step
He’s been fighting that addiction too long
He should’ve never tried drugs
On that one fateful day
Cause ever since then they won’t let him get away
He lost his home, his job, and now he has no place to stay
And He’s been looking for fix just to get him through the day
----You might think that I've been talking all about me
But I've seen other people go down
Thinking they were drug free
When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see
This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me
I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go?
But then I remember my past and instantly I know
When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see
This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me
I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go?
But then I remember my past and instantly I know
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5. |
I get paralyzed
04:48
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Look at me and look at you
Look at all the stupid things that we used to do
It didn’t get us anywhere,
I guess im hanging unto life by a hair
I couldn’t find you and that gave me a scare
Ohh and By the way I burned all your old underwear
Chorus x 3
I couldn’t get past you and the beauty in your eyes
Because when I look at you I get paralyzed,
I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed
Listen I know what happened years ago
We were just kids then and you never ever really ever let it go
And now you don’t look at me the same way anymore
Or did we both go threw this life living just like we were a couple of whores
Chorus x
I couldn’t get past you and the beauty in your eyes
Because when I look at you I get paralyzed,
I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed
Our lives are not over yet
And Im not keeping a score
Neither one of us measure up without
a SAVOIR to win our war
Seek out the Fathers face more and more more and more
Chorus x
I couldn’t get past you and the beauty in your eyes
Because when I look at you I get paralyzed,
I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed
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6. |
Memories
04:04
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O Where does the time go some say it goes right out the window
Whatever happened to the people I thought I used know?
I thought when weed grow that theyed still be there to say Hello
I guess its not the same as it was back then all that time ago
when we would get ourselves together and head out to go see a show
and you would show me to all those obscure bands that no one seemed to know
The kind of music you wouldnt hear playin on the radio
I guess its not the same as it was back then all that time ago
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
We live to just to die, in GOD I trust
Capture a moment in time that’s gone by
All the memories we shared
All the times we had
and you never said goodbye
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
We live to just to die, in GOD I trust
Capture a moment in time that’s gone by
All the memories we shared
All the times we had
and you never said goodbye
You know the time it just goes on bye
Memories of years gone past almost brings a tear to my eye
Ive made the phone the calls sent the letters and I got no reply
I thought we had some kind of friendship then so why, why why why
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
We live to just to die, in GOD I trust
Capture a moment in time that’s gone by
All the memories we shared
All the times we had
and you never said goodbye
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
We live to just to die, in GOD I trust
Capture a moment in time that’s gone by
All the memories we shared
All the times we had
and you never said goodbye
We wonder how our past friendships sometimes seem to fall apart
its not a matter tough to question its the condidtion of the heart
Im not the wise man though No IM not even all that smart
yeah Ive made mistakes but life is no game I cant hit the restart
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
We live to just to die, in GOD I trust
Capture a moment in time that’s gone by
All the memories we shared
All the times we had
and you never said goodbye
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
We live to just to die, in GOD I trust
Capture a moment in time that’s gone by
All the memories we shared
All the times we had
and you never said goodbye
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7. |
What About Love?
04:05
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Problems pile up like the trash at the dump
You either runaway or you get over the hump
I’ve Got 99 problems and a wife isnt one
You got know which one to runaway from
What about Love, forget about the game
That kind of person is always tryin to shift the blame
What about love and that burnin flame
It usually goes up in smoke and only ahses remain
What about love is their to explain?
One day your on a top and the other day your all done
I wasted 30 years of my life and that’s no fun
I've got a monkey on my back and it weighs a ton
I thought it was all over , but its only just begun
What about Love, forget about the game
That kind of person is always tryin to shift the blame
What about love and that burning flame
It usually goes up in smoke and only ahses remain
What about love is their to explain?
Don’t stop me now im on a roll
Im Speeding down the highway not stopping at tolls
Would you know I was out of control
I spent my whole life partying smoking out of bowl
So I go for a stroll contemplate for a while
I Cant go back now and cant turn back the dial
What about Love, forget about the game
That kind of person is always trying to shift the blame
What about love and that burning flame
It usually goes up in smoke and only ahses remain
What about love is their to explain?
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8. |
What They say
04:02
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Ill pack my things and leave in the morning
i saw the signs and that gave me a warning
Thats just the thing I was going to do
but I held my breath here waiting here for you
I’ll live to love another day
but I swear this time I won’t throw it all away
IM through with all the games they play
Your gonna get what you give
Hey That’s what they say
That’s what they say
That’s what they say
If I turned all blue youd let me die
so Ill have to make do
with a tear in my eye
[[[Its all over so ]]I said good bye
At least now I don’t wonder why
I tried
I cried
And now im glad
That Your not here by my side
Good days come and good days go
Some days we cry
But that’s how we grow
Good days come and good days go
Some days we cry
But that’s how we grow
So Ill pack my things and leave here in the morning
i saw the signs and that gave me a warning
That’s just the thing I was going to do
but I held my breath here waiting for you
Ill live to love another day
but I swear this time I wont throw it away
IM through with all the games they play
Your gonna get what you give
That’s what they say
If I turned all blue youd let me die
so Ill have to make do
with a tear in my eye
[[[Its all over so ]]I said good bye
[[Away with you enjoy your new guy]]]
I tried
I cried
And now im just glad
Your not here by side
Good days come and good days go
Some days we cry
But that’s how we grow
Good days come and good days go
Some days we cry
But that’s how we grow
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9. |
Wake Up
04:34
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All alone in this wretched place
And I cant see my hand front of my face
I hear the clock tick and I keep pace with the time
Perhaps its all in my head and IM out of my mind
I have seen demons and I've seen devils to
I can even sense the darkness that surrounds you
Chorus X2
Wake up
Cause Its almost Time To Die
Its enough to make me sick
Its enough to make me cry
Its enough to make me search for truth
And wonder why we are here,
everyday we inch closer to death
IN GOD I trust IN GOD I will fear
Lost without cause and born just to die
Rejecting the truth while believing the lie
Adam and Eve you heard they ate from that tree
Well that corrupted all of us
And we all died, spiritually
Banished from GODs presence
And all that’s divine
Sentenced to darkness
Till THE SAVOIR paid the fine
He showed me a sign
Chorus X2
Wake up
Its almost Time To Die
Its enough to make me sick
Its enough to make me cry
Its enough to make me search for the truth
And wonder why we are here,
everyday we inch closer to death
IN GOD I trust IN GOD I will fear
Our days are all numbered and everybody knows
But only a few pay attention
While the others watch their TV shows
Some will complain and say that life’s not fair
While others put their love, faith, and trust in GOD
While saying the sinners prayer
Chorus X2
Wake up
It’s almost Time to Die
It’s enough to make me sick
It’s enough to make me cry
It’s enough to make me search for truth
And wonder why we are here,
Every day we inch closer to death
IN GOD I trust IN GOD I will fear
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10. |
Slave Away
04:09
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I don’t need you all up in my face
I do pack hocus pocus though just in case
I float like a butterfly sting like a bee but that aint me that’s Muhammad ali
Life costs money can’t get crap for free
It rains outside and the water aint free
People and their hypocritic style
I think I’ll just stay inside for a while
keep my dealer on dial
And somehow make all of this crap seem worthwhile
What do you do
When you’ve got nothing left in your brain?
When all you seek is pleasure while trying to avoid the pain
When you die what are going to do with all your worldly gain?
You slave away your whole life; it’s like you’re wearing invisible chains
So let me go on
My Senses are dulled my memory is gone
Yet I live on,
Come on
Stay up til dawn
Life is pawn
Come on come on
Life is almost gone
Something went wrong
People want to feel like they belong
I've got one thing we can all agree on
make a hit song and hit the bong
[[[[Ahhhh ahhh ohhh ohh ohh
Ahhhh ahhh ohhh ohh ohh
Ahhhh ahhh ohhh ohh ohh]]]]
What do you do?
When you’ve got nothing left in your brain?
When all you seek is pleasure while trying to avoid the pain
When you die what are going to do with all your worldly gain?
You slave away your whole life; it’s like you’re wearing invisible chains
They say life is a test
And not a game
That It only comes once and it already came
Most don’t know me, they just know my name
I didn’t stay still AND IM not the same
And I don’t wanna live all up in this place
I hate this world it’s a big disgrace
Don’t want to be a part of the big rat race
I’d rather go the Heaven cause that’s my home base
What do you do
When you’ve got nothing left in your brain?
When all you seek is pleasure while trying to avoid the pain
When you die what are going to do with all your worldly gain?
You slave away your whole life and it’s like you’re wearing invisible chains
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11. |
Theyve Almost Got Me
04:13
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I bet You know the kind of person you wanted to be
But it didn’t turn out that way,
They’ve already got you, so there spending their time here with me
Im never alone although I’ll be set free
Chorus x3
They’ve got me in their sites now
And Im ignorant of what they see
AM I just a pawn in this game called liberty?
Give me liberty and no more death
I declare my dependency
While IM living in a mess
A mess, a mess a mess of my own
Makes me feel all alone
I feel just like a prisoner in my own home
IM contantly being harassed when it looks like IM all alone
What happen to the care free days that we all used to Know?
Yeah we all used to know…
Why is our liberty and freedom all gone, and why did it have to go?
Chorus x3
They’ve got me in their sites now
And Im ignorant of what they see
AM I just a pawn in this game called liberty?
Give me liberty and no more death
I declare my dependency
While IM living in a mess
A mess of my own
Makes me feel all alone
They try to wear me out
And then lead us all astray
I wonder where we will be on any given Sunday……
Id bow right down to the one true living GOD and pray
He promised us eternity I hope that we all become pleasing to HIM someday
Chorus x3
They’ve got me in their sites now
And Im ignorant of what they see
AM I just a pawn in this game called liberty?
Give me liberty and no more death
I declare my dependency
While IM living in a mess
A mess of my own
Makes me feel all alone
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12. |
The Way
04:32
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They wont give me the time of day
They exchange hate for my love anyway
And All of the stress could turn my hair from blond to grey
Their evil is obvious to me
The Good LORD opened my mind so that I could see and hear
Most people are in bondage to something they endear
Love Love Love
All Good things come from GOD up above
Repent and turn to HIM today
HE knows everything you think and you say
Theres a Devil leading you all astray
This may all sound cliché
But were all gonna die someday
And to get to GOD theres only one way
If the whole world hates you remember that it hated Jesus first
Those who believe on him will never thirst again
He was the savoir before the whole world began
All the war peace was part of HIS holy plan
He died on the cross to reconcile man back to GOD
But the world makes fun of him and they applaud
Love Love Love
All Good things come from GOD up above
Repent and turn to HIM today
HE knows everything you think and say
Theres a Devil leading you all astray
This all may sound cliché
But were all gonna die someday
And to get to GOD theres only one way
Where living in the end of days
Lift your hearts up to GOD and give HIM Holy praise
Every knee will bow and every tongue will confess
The cursed along with the blessed
Get to know your GOD so that you don’t transgress
Love Love Love
All Good things come from GOD up above
Repent and turn to HIM today
HE knows everything you think and say
Theres a Devil leading you all astray
This all may sound cliché
But were all gonna die someday
TO get to GOD theres only one way
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13. |
Shut Up
05:00
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I can’t love this life like I wanted to
I read an ancient book and that gave me a clue
IT said over Edom do I cast my shoe
They can try and take over the world
But HE will just take it back from you
Shut up and go back to work
Just love your Job and try not to go berserk
You can try andwatch your back but you still might get hit
Well I hardly care anyways; do you think I give a shit?
I love the kind of things that represent royalty
Like purple and scarlet next to a lion
That rhymes with loyalty….
The real King has no Queen
And that’s no mistake
All that they do anyways is just take and take
A whole new world order with a whole new point of view
You can laugh at all the politics; it just gives the people something to do
Shut up and go back to work
Just love your Job and try not to go berserk
You can watch your back but you still might get hit
Well I hardly care anyways; do you think I give a shit?
There is a Kingdom that we cannot see
HIS servant said let my people go
And a GREAT Mystery set them free
Lost in the wilderness though they were found
Out Dying and dying and then receiving a crown
Shut up and go back to work
Just love your Job and try not to go berserk
You can watch your back but you still might get hit
Well I hardly care anyways; do you think I give a shit?
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14. |
A Trap For Me
03:53
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Pushing and grabbing and pulling me down
I Cant seem to get free cause theres darkness all around
I try to inch forward but they pull me back
Constantly accusing me of all the good things that I lack
Theres light in the tunnel but I still cant see the day
It seems like I had everything and threw it all away
2x Chorus
Who righteous and who is bold?
Who’s believed the good news that was told?
If I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take
I try to have a heart but they return hate for love
I try to do whats right but wrong fits like a glove
Trapped in addictions that im not proud of
Held down in bondage that I just cant seem to get rid of on my own
Who righteous and who is bold?
Who’s believed the good news that was told?
If I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take
They build a trap and dig a pit just for me
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever get free
Its Getting harder to do whats right and easier to do whats wrong
I pray and hope that it wont last long
Who righteous and who is bold?
Who’s believed the good news that was told?
If I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take
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15. |
End OF Days
05:07
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I look back on my life and all see is waste
Broken hearts and broken homes
Feeling like a big disgrace
If I could go back now and do it all again
I would set my sites on Heaven and make Jah
My only friend
Welcome to the end of days
So Be careful with who you give all your praise
Theres a beast out there that wants to damn your soul
Best to call upon Christ and know your role
I can not see but im not blind
I cant trust m y own heart and I cant trust my own mind
I find myself doing the wrong thing almost all the time
In bondage to my own addictions that I thougt Id left behind
Welcome to the end of days
So Be careful with who you give all your praise
Theres a beast out there that wants to damn your soul
Best to call upon Christ and know your role
When I look at my past I just want to throw up
I wasted 25 years of my life and I never grew up
Id rather grow up and live life like a man
Taking care of all my issues and always having a master plan
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16. |
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If I could hold onto you for just one more day
Id cherish the time we had in everyway
You made us laugh you made us cry
Youd make our day
If only I could hold onto you for one more day
Your more than just a memory to me, you see
You where more than just a friend a friend of me
(Rest in peace Todd Cote)
Thank the LORD was the last thing you wrote to me
If you could be here for just one more day
Maybe theres something then I could say
To Change your mind and then convince you to stay
To keep you from leaving us and going away
Your more than just a memory to me
You where more than just a friend a friend of me
(Rest in peace Todd Cote)
Thank the LORD was the last thing you wrote to me
You live on in our hearts
O We loved you so
You where more than just a friend
I want the whole wide world to know
May you rest in peace
And know We loved you so
Your more than just a memory to me
You where more than just a friend a friend of me
(Rest in peace Todd Cote)
Thank the LORD was the last thing you wrote to me
When I heard you left
I was blown away
I can recall our past like it was yesterday
Our friendship I remember each day
I Only wish you were still here in every way
Your more than just a memory to me
You where more than just a friend a friend of me
(Rest in peace Todd Cote)
Thank the LORD was the last thing you wrote to me
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Jeff Hedeen Orangevale, California
Jeff Hedeen was born in Springfield, MA and has lived in Seattle, WA, Dover, NH, Henderson, NV enfield, CT, and now resides in Sacramento, CA.
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