Nostalgia

by Jeff Hedeen

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1.
Hoped out of bed and I’m feeling just fine I need a little pick me up and then something for my mind I've got no Girlfriend and I've got now where to go I've got half the worries of a married man ya know I once had a girl but I met her at a bar She’s going to flip when one day I become a star Emotional scar Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh Im on my way on my way somewhere today So I carry on Im higher than I kite and that’s why I wrote this song I wannna belong a boughta bing I bought a Bong somethings wrong somethings wrong somethings wrong and I go….. Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh I used to have guts and Id go knucking Futs Id smash some heads while I was checking out there girlfriends butts I used to snort Coke ohh like I was breathing air And Id be shooting steroids like I just didn’t care If you think IM crazy then that’s just what I am If really you think that lifes not fair then check out uncle sam Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh Im on my way on my way somewhere today So I carry on Im higher than I kite and that’s why I wrote this song I wannna belong a boughta bing I bought a Bong somethings wrong somethings wrong somethings wrong and I go….. Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh If you want to live then I suggest you don’t follow me Theres a GOD that became a man and he died for people like me Just ask him secretly so that you can see Cause most of the world is spiritually blind and theyl walk right into the sea Drownding in delusions grandeur and over overreaching pride You could do no better than to Have Jah right by your side Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh Im on my way on my way somewhere today So I carry on Im higher than I kite and that’s why I wrote this song I wannna belong a boughta bing I bought a Bong somethings wrong somethings wrong somethings wrong and I go….. Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh Ohhh ohhh ohhh Uhhh uhh ohh ohh ohh
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Fire 04:20
3.
Problems 04:10
I've made it through the day now will I make it through the night? I've got the kind of feeling that something isn’t right I've been abiding in darkness but I need to stay in the light THeres is a battle that Id rather not fight But if I cant hate evil, how then will I ever become a delight? Some things that I've done just haven’t been right I’ve got my own problems and theres no where to hide I still hope that its Heaven where I will reside I hope I can be faithful and stay on with the right side If JAH sets my steps then aint nobody gonna breaka my stride I should count my blessings, keep the peace Go fly a kite and feed the geese I've stumbled over the same things so many times before But still it’s the goodness that I adore If got my own problems and there’s nowhere to hide I still hope its Heaven where I will reside I hope I can be faithful and stay on with the right side If JAH sets my steps then aint nobody gonna break my stride I cant see myself getting out of my own way IM always here to hold me back like everyday Id smile more often but my skys are always grey Constantly reminding myself of the fact that were made from clay If got my own problems and there’s nowhere to hide I still hope its Heaven where I will reside I hope I can be faithful and stay on with the right side If JAH sets my steps then aint nobody gonna break my stride
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Innocence 04:09
Its 3am and I’m wide awake I wished lived sober back then But I made so many mistakes Wish I was a man of my word But my addictions were at stake I’d make a promise to myself Just to watch it crumble and break I was jonesin But I ended up doing fine I remember that addiction, Cause my past reminds me all the time When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go? But then I remember my past and instantly I know When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go? But then I remember my past and instantly I know I went to my DR and I told her everything Id seen I told her about a vision I got with plenty of spirit filled dreams I told her I’d seen demons and few dirty devils to She just laughed at me, I said Women the Devils is laughing at you He’s blinded your mind so that you can’t see Well there is a savoir that died for sin because we’re all guilty He rose from the dead and he conquered his own grave We can never pay him back now for the eternal life he gave When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go? But then I remember my past and instantly I know When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go? But then I remember my past and instantly I know A life that’s wasted A spark that’s all gone There’s no more jump in his step He’s been fighting that addiction too long He should’ve never tried drugs On that one fateful day Cause ever since then they won’t let him get away He lost his home, his job, and now he has no place to stay And He’s been looking for fix just to get him through the day ----You might think that I've been talking all about me But I've seen other people go down Thinking they were drug free When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go? But then I remember my past and instantly I know When I look in the mirror I’m not sure I like what I see This isn’t the child I remember I see starring back at me I looked for my innocence and I was wondering where did it go? But then I remember my past and instantly I know
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Look at me and look at you Look at all the stupid things that we used to do It didn’t get us anywhere, I guess im hanging unto life by a hair I couldn’t find you and that gave me a scare Ohh and By the way I burned all your old underwear Chorus x 3 I couldn’t get past you and the beauty in your eyes Because when I look at you I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed Listen I know what happened years ago We were just kids then and you never ever really ever let it go And now you don’t look at me the same way anymore Or did we both go threw this life living just like we were a couple of whores Chorus x I couldn’t get past you and the beauty in your eyes Because when I look at you I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed Our lives are not over yet And Im not keeping a score Neither one of us measure up without a SAVOIR to win our war Seek out the Fathers face more and more more and more Chorus x I couldn’t get past you and the beauty in your eyes Because when I look at you I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed, I get paralyzed
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Memories 04:04
O Where does the time go some say it goes right out the window Whatever happened to the people I thought I used know? I thought when weed grow that theyed still be there to say Hello I guess its not the same as it was back then all that time ago when we would get ourselves together and head out to go see a show and you would show me to all those obscure bands that no one seemed to know The kind of music you wouldnt hear playin on the radio I guess its not the same as it was back then all that time ago Ashes to ashes and dust to dust We live to just to die, in GOD I trust Capture a moment in time that’s gone by All the memories we shared All the times we had and you never said goodbye Ashes to ashes and dust to dust We live to just to die, in GOD I trust Capture a moment in time that’s gone by All the memories we shared All the times we had and you never said goodbye You know the time it just goes on bye Memories of years gone past almost brings a tear to my eye Ive made the phone the calls sent the letters and I got no reply I thought we had some kind of friendship then so why, why why why Ashes to ashes and dust to dust We live to just to die, in GOD I trust Capture a moment in time that’s gone by All the memories we shared All the times we had and you never said goodbye Ashes to ashes and dust to dust We live to just to die, in GOD I trust Capture a moment in time that’s gone by All the memories we shared All the times we had and you never said goodbye We wonder how our past friendships sometimes seem to fall apart its not a matter tough to question its the condidtion of the heart Im not the wise man though No IM not even all that smart yeah Ive made mistakes but life is no game I cant hit the restart Ashes to ashes and dust to dust We live to just to die, in GOD I trust Capture a moment in time that’s gone by All the memories we shared All the times we had and you never said goodbye Ashes to ashes and dust to dust We live to just to die, in GOD I trust Capture a moment in time that’s gone by All the memories we shared All the times we had and you never said goodbye
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Problems pile up like the trash at the dump You either runaway or you get over the hump I’ve Got 99 problems and a wife isnt one You got know which one to runaway from What about Love, forget about the game That kind of person is always tryin to shift the blame What about love and that burnin flame It usually goes up in smoke and only ahses remain What about love is their to explain? One day your on a top and the other day your all done I wasted 30 years of my life and that’s no fun I've got a monkey on my back and it weighs a ton I thought it was all over , but its only just begun What about Love, forget about the game That kind of person is always tryin to shift the blame What about love and that burning flame It usually goes up in smoke and only ahses remain What about love is their to explain? Don’t stop me now im on a roll Im Speeding down the highway not stopping at tolls Would you know I was out of control I spent my whole life partying smoking out of bowl So I go for a stroll contemplate for a while I Cant go back now and cant turn back the dial What about Love, forget about the game That kind of person is always trying to shift the blame What about love and that burning flame It usually goes up in smoke and only ahses remain What about love is their to explain?
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Ill pack my things and leave in the morning i saw the signs and that gave me a warning Thats just the thing I was going to do but I held my breath here waiting here for you I’ll live to love another day but I swear this time I won’t throw it all away IM through with all the games they play Your gonna get what you give Hey That’s what they say That’s what they say That’s what they say If I turned all blue youd let me die so Ill have to make do with a tear in my eye [[[Its all over so ]]I said good bye At least now I don’t wonder why I tried I cried And now im glad That Your not here by my side Good days come and good days go Some days we cry But that’s how we grow Good days come and good days go Some days we cry But that’s how we grow So Ill pack my things and leave here in the morning i saw the signs and that gave me a warning That’s just the thing I was going to do but I held my breath here waiting for you Ill live to love another day but I swear this time I wont throw it away IM through with all the games they play Your gonna get what you give That’s what they say If I turned all blue youd let me die so Ill have to make do with a tear in my eye [[[Its all over so ]]I said good bye [[Away with you enjoy your new guy]]] I tried I cried And now im just glad Your not here by side Good days come and good days go Some days we cry But that’s how we grow Good days come and good days go Some days we cry But that’s how we grow
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Wake Up 04:34
All alone in this wretched place And I cant see my hand front of my face I hear the clock tick and I keep pace with the time Perhaps its all in my head and IM out of my mind I have seen demons and I've seen devils to I can even sense the darkness that surrounds you Chorus X2 Wake up Cause Its almost Time To Die Its enough to make me sick Its enough to make me cry Its enough to make me search for truth And wonder why we are here, everyday we inch closer to death IN GOD I trust IN GOD I will fear Lost without cause and born just to die Rejecting the truth while believing the lie Adam and Eve you heard they ate from that tree Well that corrupted all of us And we all died, spiritually Banished from GODs presence And all that’s divine Sentenced to darkness Till THE SAVOIR paid the fine He showed me a sign Chorus X2 Wake up Its almost Time To Die Its enough to make me sick Its enough to make me cry Its enough to make me search for the truth And wonder why we are here, everyday we inch closer to death IN GOD I trust IN GOD I will fear Our days are all numbered and everybody knows But only a few pay attention While the others watch their TV shows Some will complain and say that life’s not fair While others put their love, faith, and trust in GOD While saying the sinners prayer Chorus X2 Wake up It’s almost Time to Die It’s enough to make me sick It’s enough to make me cry It’s enough to make me search for truth And wonder why we are here, Every day we inch closer to death IN GOD I trust IN GOD I will fear
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Slave Away 04:09
I don’t need you all up in my face I do pack hocus pocus though just in case I float like a butterfly sting like a bee but that aint me that’s Muhammad ali Life costs money can’t get crap for free It rains outside and the water aint free People and their hypocritic style I think I’ll just stay inside for a while keep my dealer on dial And somehow make all of this crap seem worthwhile What do you do When you’ve got nothing left in your brain? When all you seek is pleasure while trying to avoid the pain When you die what are going to do with all your worldly gain? You slave away your whole life; it’s like you’re wearing invisible chains So let me go on My Senses are dulled my memory is gone Yet I live on, Come on Stay up til dawn Life is pawn Come on come on Life is almost gone Something went wrong People want to feel like they belong I've got one thing we can all agree on make a hit song and hit the bong [[[[Ahhhh ahhh ohhh ohh ohh Ahhhh ahhh ohhh ohh ohh Ahhhh ahhh ohhh ohh ohh]]]] What do you do? When you’ve got nothing left in your brain? When all you seek is pleasure while trying to avoid the pain When you die what are going to do with all your worldly gain? You slave away your whole life; it’s like you’re wearing invisible chains They say life is a test And not a game That It only comes once and it already came Most don’t know me, they just know my name I didn’t stay still AND IM not the same And I don’t wanna live all up in this place I hate this world it’s a big disgrace Don’t want to be a part of the big rat race I’d rather go the Heaven cause that’s my home base What do you do When you’ve got nothing left in your brain? When all you seek is pleasure while trying to avoid the pain When you die what are going to do with all your worldly gain? You slave away your whole life and it’s like you’re wearing invisible chains
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I bet You know the kind of person you wanted to be But it didn’t turn out that way, They’ve already got you, so there spending their time here with me Im never alone although I’ll be set free Chorus x3 They’ve got me in their sites now And Im ignorant of what they see AM I just a pawn in this game called liberty? Give me liberty and no more death I declare my dependency While IM living in a mess A mess, a mess a mess of my own Makes me feel all alone I feel just like a prisoner in my own home IM contantly being harassed when it looks like IM all alone What happen to the care free days that we all used to Know? Yeah we all used to know… Why is our liberty and freedom all gone, and why did it have to go? Chorus x3 They’ve got me in their sites now And Im ignorant of what they see AM I just a pawn in this game called liberty? Give me liberty and no more death I declare my dependency While IM living in a mess A mess of my own Makes me feel all alone They try to wear me out And then lead us all astray I wonder where we will be on any given Sunday…… Id bow right down to the one true living GOD and pray He promised us eternity I hope that we all become pleasing to HIM someday Chorus x3 They’ve got me in their sites now And Im ignorant of what they see AM I just a pawn in this game called liberty? Give me liberty and no more death I declare my dependency While IM living in a mess A mess of my own Makes me feel all alone
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The Way 04:32
They wont give me the time of day They exchange hate for my love anyway And All of the stress could turn my hair from blond to grey Their evil is obvious to me The Good LORD opened my mind so that I could see and hear Most people are in bondage to something they endear Love Love Love All Good things come from GOD up above Repent and turn to HIM today HE knows everything you think and you say Theres a Devil leading you all astray This may all sound cliché But were all gonna die someday And to get to GOD theres only one way If the whole world hates you remember that it hated Jesus first Those who believe on him will never thirst again He was the savoir before the whole world began All the war peace was part of HIS holy plan He died on the cross to reconcile man back to GOD But the world makes fun of him and they applaud Love Love Love All Good things come from GOD up above Repent and turn to HIM today HE knows everything you think and say Theres a Devil leading you all astray This all may sound cliché But were all gonna die someday And to get to GOD theres only one way Where living in the end of days Lift your hearts up to GOD and give HIM Holy praise Every knee will bow and every tongue will confess The cursed along with the blessed Get to know your GOD so that you don’t transgress Love Love Love All Good things come from GOD up above Repent and turn to HIM today HE knows everything you think and say Theres a Devil leading you all astray This all may sound cliché But were all gonna die someday TO get to GOD theres only one way
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Shut Up 05:00
I can’t love this life like I wanted to I read an ancient book and that gave me a clue IT said over Edom do I cast my shoe They can try and take over the world But HE will just take it back from you Shut up and go back to work Just love your Job and try not to go berserk You can try andwatch your back but you still might get hit Well I hardly care anyways; do you think I give a shit? I love the kind of things that represent royalty Like purple and scarlet next to a lion That rhymes with loyalty…. The real King has no Queen And that’s no mistake All that they do anyways is just take and take A whole new world order with a whole new point of view You can laugh at all the politics; it just gives the people something to do Shut up and go back to work Just love your Job and try not to go berserk You can watch your back but you still might get hit Well I hardly care anyways; do you think I give a shit? There is a Kingdom that we cannot see HIS servant said let my people go And a GREAT Mystery set them free Lost in the wilderness though they were found Out Dying and dying and then receiving a crown Shut up and go back to work Just love your Job and try not to go berserk You can watch your back but you still might get hit Well I hardly care anyways; do you think I give a shit?
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Pushing and grabbing and pulling me down I Cant seem to get free cause theres darkness all around I try to inch forward but they pull me back Constantly accusing me of all the good things that I lack Theres light in the tunnel but I still cant see the day It seems like I had everything and threw it all away 2x Chorus Who righteous and who is bold? Who’s believed the good news that was told? If I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take I try to have a heart but they return hate for love I try to do whats right but wrong fits like a glove Trapped in addictions that im not proud of Held down in bondage that I just cant seem to get rid of on my own Who righteous and who is bold? Who’s believed the good news that was told? If I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take They build a trap and dig a pit just for me Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever get free Its Getting harder to do whats right and easier to do whats wrong I pray and hope that it wont last long Who righteous and who is bold? Who’s believed the good news that was told? If I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take
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End OF Days 05:07
I look back on my life and all see is waste Broken hearts and broken homes Feeling like a big disgrace If I could go back now and do it all again I would set my sites on Heaven and make Jah My only friend Welcome to the end of days So Be careful with who you give all your praise Theres a beast out there that wants to damn your soul Best to call upon Christ and know your role I can not see but im not blind I cant trust m y own heart and I cant trust my own mind I find myself doing the wrong thing almost all the time In bondage to my own addictions that I thougt Id left behind Welcome to the end of days So Be careful with who you give all your praise Theres a beast out there that wants to damn your soul Best to call upon Christ and know your role When I look at my past I just want to throw up I wasted 25 years of my life and I never grew up Id rather grow up and live life like a man Taking care of all my issues and always having a master plan
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If I could hold onto you for just one more day Id cherish the time we had in everyway You made us laugh you made us cry Youd make our day If only I could hold onto you for one more day Your more than just a memory to me, you see You where more than just a friend a friend of me (Rest in peace Todd Cote) Thank the LORD was the last thing you wrote to me If you could be here for just one more day Maybe theres something then I could say To Change your mind and then convince you to stay To keep you from leaving us and going away Your more than just a memory to me You where more than just a friend a friend of me (Rest in peace Todd Cote) Thank the LORD was the last thing you wrote to me You live on in our hearts O We loved you so You where more than just a friend I want the whole wide world to know May you rest in peace And know We loved you so Your more than just a memory to me You where more than just a friend a friend of me (Rest in peace Todd Cote) Thank the LORD was the last thing you wrote to me When I heard you left I was blown away I can recall our past like it was yesterday Our friendship I remember each day I Only wish you were still here in every way Your more than just a memory to me You where more than just a friend a friend of me (Rest in peace Todd Cote) Thank the LORD was the last thing you wrote to me

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released January 1, 2014

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Jeff Hedeen Orangevale, California

Jeff Hedeen was born in Springfield, MA and has lived in Seattle, WA, Dover, NH, Henderson, NV enfield, CT, and now resides in Sacramento, CA.

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