1. |
Kick Back
03:58
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From time to time I like to change my mind
Cause im not so self assured
Every now and then I wipe a bugger on my friend
Just to keep myself from getting bored
If I think Im funny and you think im gross
Then maybe I just get off on being morose
I got people to see and things to do
Or maybe the whole wide world is spinning round just for you
I could sit here with alomst nothing to do
but just kick back and remember you
Ill Try to organize all the thoughts in my head
Or Ill take the day off and just stay in bed
These lyrics don’t make sense and that’s no mistake
Oh, Its 3am and IM wide awake
Last years not here cause its all gone by
And every time I look back I just want to cry
In my mind im still a boy and I don’t know a thing
Ive been searching for joy
She says im crazy cause she cheated on me
I say Why buy the cow when you get the milk for free
All that we do and all that we say
Isn’t always the same thing it changes everyday
If am to fail at reaching my goal
Then Im a loser and not a winner now so im told
I could sit here with alomst nothing to do
but just kick back and remember you
Ill Try to organize all the thoughts in my head
Or Ill just take the day off and stay in bed
These lyrics don’t make sense and that’s no mistake
Oh, Its 3am and IM wide awake
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2. |
Born To Die
03:34
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I could sink an 8 ball by myself all night
Just crack it back and everything will be alright
I lost track of life and it’s just not right
I could sleep all day and stay up all night
Born to live born to die
Born to struggle and just get by
Born to laugh born to cry
Born to question and wonder why
Born to live born to die
Born to struggle and just get by
Born to laugh born to cry
Born to question and wonder why
Are we so Adict – ted to love and to pain?
Some fancy the sun, but I prefer the rain
The very depths of your heart
Could drive a man insane (if you knew it all)
And so we live our lives all in vain (where all gonna die)
Born to live born to die
Born to struggle and just get by
Born to laugh born to cry
Born to question and wonder why
Born to live born to die
Born to struggle and just get by
Born to laugh born to cry
Born to question and wonder why
Some are born for death and are destined for hell
They buy the lies and their souls they sell
Others are bound for martyrdom and its Heaven they’ll reap
So As I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep
Born to live born to die
Born to struggle and just get by
Born to laugh born to cry
Born to question and wonder why
Born to live born to die
Born to struggle and just get by
Born to laugh born to cry
Born to question and wonder why
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3. |
Left Me
02:25
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Ive said it all
Ive said to much (with back up)
Ive lost all my Charm
Ive lost my touch (with back up)
Im Just grinding gears now (cause I’m)
not pushing in the clutch
I still wonder why (I wonder why?)
I loved you so much
She left me long ago
I don’t care,
No more
I Shed a few tears
And had to go
Love seems rare
I don’t know
Write me
love me
hear me
hug me
Give it all
She left me long ago
I don’t care,
No more
Shed a few tears
And had to go
Love seems rare
I don’t know
Write me
love me
hear me
hug me
Give it all
Perhaps maybe im crazy
Just a little insane
Theres NO need for you to lie
Or try to explain
Why you left me there
Dying in pain
I count it all as loss now
As a crying shame
She left me long ago
I don’t care,
No more
Shed a few tears
And had to go
Love seems rare
I don’t know
Write me
love me
hear me
hug me
Give it all
She left me long ago
I don’t care,
No more
Shed a few tears
And had to go
Love seems rare
I don’t know
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4. |
The Other Side
03:34
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I can feel like IM up when IM down
I can sit and watch the clock go round and round
I can feel like im all ready there
I can pack I can leave and not be going no where
If We could live and never die
Then We would know what its on the other side
Ill close my eyes till it all goes by
first we live and then we die
I could stay up for days on end
Start to see things that no human could comprehend
There’res a place of torment and fire
it never goes out and the flames just get higher and higher
If We could live and never die
Then We would know what its on the other side
Ill close my eyes till it all goes by
Cause first we live and then we die
Ive seen the sunshine wash the rain away
Ive got a grey hair and its never going away
I read the good word but its hard to obey
I believe in GOD no matter what they say
If We could live and never die
Then We would know what its on the other side
Ill close my eyes till it all goes by
Cause first we live and then we die
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5. |
Forsake All
04:11
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If Love is blind then so am I
I can’t take any more pain
So I stay High, on life
Aint got no job, aint got no trophy wife
If I had a dime for everything that went wrong
I’d have a million dollars in the bank before long
What shall we do with all those used up years?
There’s no going back now so you can save the tears
Lets raise our cups as we cheer prepare to meet your maker
And then serve HIM in fear….
Our time to die is closing in
So Get your house in order and then forsake all of your sin
Its time to die for Christ and just remember we win
So Get your house in order and forsake all of your sin
So Get your house in order and forsake all of your sin
I can’t seem make money by making these songs
And I won’t sell my soul just to belong
This whole world is not what it seems
Hidden secrets in the park after dark and muffled screams
The screams are real I’m not talking about dreams and it’s not just how I feel
This place is not what it seems
There’s a day of reckoning and its coming, Heavens armies march on forward
And the drummers, keep drumming
, Heavens armies march on forward
And the drummers, keep drumming
What shall we do with all these used up years?
There’s no going back now so you can save the tears
Lets raise our cups as we cheer prepare to meet your maker
And serve HIM in fear….
Our time to die is closing in
So Get your house in order and forsake all of your sin
Its time to die for Christ, just remember we win
So Get your house in order and forsake all of your sin
So Get your house in order and forsake all of your sin
I never thought I’d know a day like this
One of my best friends died on a rope
and he’ll be missed
the most that I can do is think back and reminisce
I don’t want him in pain, so I hope he’s in bliss
One fateful day he’ll rise from the dead
I told him about the Lord
I hope he heard what I said
What shall we do with all these used up years?
There’s no going back now so you can save the tears
Lets raise our cups as we cheer prepare to meet your maker
And serve HIM in fear….
Our time to die is closing in
So Get your house in order and forsake all of your sin
Its time to die for Christ, just remember we win
So Get your house in order and forsake all of your sin
So Get your house in order and forsake all of your sin
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6. |
Don't Call Me Crazy
03:34
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Lay down with me tonight
Lay down everything will be alright
Ill kiss you on the forehead as you fall asleep
Hold on to my love girl cause true love don’t ever, ever come too cheap
Don’t call me crazy
And don’t drag me down
Don’t call me those nasty names
And please don’t stomp my fragile heart into the ground
One Valentine’s Day we were out and you answered your phone
There was another guy on the line but I let it slide
You were, a long long way from home
I had misplaced Love for lust
And With feelings like that how could there ever be trust?
I left you with tears in my eyes and later on they got replaced with disgust
Don’t call me crazy
And don’t drag me down
Don’t call me those nasty names
And please don’t stomp my fragile heart into the ground
Candy Hearts and flowers arnt rare
It just another way to show you I care
Once I brought them home and you asked me what I did wrong
Well There must be no pleasing you, its obvious now that we just don’t belong
Don’t call me crazy
And don’t drag me down
Don’t call me those nasty names
And please don’t stomp my fragile heart into the ground
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7. |
Melancholy
03:19
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I used to love the cocaine
It went straight up to my brain
An addict is what I became
And I have myself to blame
Melancholy, feeling sorry for myself
I should have loved you more than the drugs themselves
TO fill the hole in my life is exactly what I need
And GOD only knows if Ill succeed
Things have changed
and Ill never be the same
life is not a game
I flushed my life
down the drain
that’s what IM trying to explain
Melancholy, feeling sorry for myself
I should have loved you more than the drugs themselves
TO fill the hole in my life is what I need
GOD only knows if Ill succeed
you can only be who are
so I picked up my guitar
so maybe someday Ill be a star
either that or I wont get far
Melancholy, feeling sorry for myself
I should have loved you more than the drugs themselves
TO fill the hole in my life is what I need
GOD only knows if Ill succeed
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8. |
False Light
04:18
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In the darkness you don’t have the light that you could find
You think you can see but you’re really blind
Its not all in your head or even in your mind
Its something spiritual that you can’t find (delay)
Or see (delay)
So Pray to the one true GOD to set you free
I don’t want their blood coming back on me
Ask HIM to open your eyes so that you can see
False hope
False light
False Flags it’s not right
If you don’t know there’s a war then you don’t put up a fight
The people of earth are not that bright,
You know they don’t believe what they can’t see with their site
Even though the worlds floating in space
That should tell you right there that you should seek GODS face
That should tell you right there that you should seek GODS face
Hey there Carol Ann don’t walk into that light
It’s a trap for you, to keep you in the night
There’s a false light and how dark it is
There’s something wrong cause that light aint HIS
Ohhh wooa ohh ohh ohh whooaaahh ohhhh
False hope
False light
False Flags it’s not right
If you don’t know there’s a war then you don’t put up a fight
The people of earth are not that bright,
You know they don’t believe what they can’t see with their site
Even though the worlds floating in space
That should tell you right there that you should seek GODS face
Even though the worlds floating in space
That should tell you right there that you should seek GODS face
Its like a monster taking over your heart
That wants to rip you apart and keep you in the dark
It wants you to burn in a lake of fire
Where the flames don’t go out
And they only get higher
And higher
They never go out, it’s eternal fire
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9. |
Over The Hill
03:34
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On the way to 40 and over the hill
It’s like nothing’s changed but I’m older still
And IM getting older now so what’s the deal?
Ill pinch myself to see if this is real,
And see if this is really real
You live and you learn
You die without Christ, and you’ll burn
The way I lived my life has got me concerned
So IM waiting for the day that the LORD Returns
When I wake up from this Dream
IM gonna find out, Find out what it means
I was going take myself to the grave
But the Lord stepped and HE saved
I wish I had been well behaved
But for about 30 years, I was depraved
You live and you learn
You die without Christ, and you’ll burn
The way I lived my life has got me concerned
So IM waiting for the day that the LORD Returns
Every songs been played
Every songs been sung
Every song under the sun
And everything will and die everything will be dead
His words will judge them, that’s what HE said
The End of days has just begun
And Soon the whole world will come undone
You live and you learn
You die without Christ, and you’ll burn
The way I lived my life has got me concerned
So IM waiting for the day that the LORD Returns
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10. |
Jonesin From Your Crack
02:45
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I could fly so high that I never come down
I could be your guy
That’s how I feel when your around
Did you lose my name?
Did you forget my face?
They said they’ve seen you around all over the place
IM addicted to you and I cant hold back, just give me one more hit cause im jonesin from your crack
I swear I loved you so
I never wanted you to go
For you it was all to fast and for me it went to slow
IIf I saw you out
Id take you home everynight
You could cuddle by my side
And everything would be alright
IM addicted to you and I cant hold back, just give me one more hit cause im jonesin from your crack
Ive got this feeling now
That Ill never see you again
I wonder where you are and how you’ve been
I kinda wrote this song
Just for myself
I wear my heart on my sleeve
I put my heart on the shelf
IM addicted to you and I cant hold back
Just give me one more hit cause im jonesin from your crack
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11. |
The End Of Heartache
03:34
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Somewhere out there there’s a lonely girl looking for love in a lonely world
Lonely people lonely places lonely hearts and lonely faces
The end of heartache is love
The end of loneliness is love
The end of heartache comes from above
The end of loneliness isn’t something you can get rid off on your own
Shes Feeling rejected and disconnected there worlds going mad just as she suspected
Living in despair with pending gloom and she don’t want to ever, ever leave her room
The end of heartache is love
The end of loneliness is love
The end of heartache comes from above
The end of loneliness isn’t something you can get rid off on your own
melancholy, feeling sorry for herself
she never let people take her heart from off the shelf she put it on
The end of heartache is love
The end of loneliness is love
The end of heartache comes from above
The end of loneliness isn’t something you can get rid off on your own
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12. |
Calm Down
02:57
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Heyyyyyyyyyyy therrrrrrrrre calm dowwwwwwwwwwn
Lifes to short to be pissed
someday somebody s gonna be somebodys gonna be missed
lifes to short
cause someday we die
I wanna go to Heaven where the angles Fly
How did we get here
And how do we live
If you want Heavens Mercy you’ve gotta forgive
Heyyyyyyyyyyy therrrrrrrrre calm dowwwwwwwwwwn
Lifes to short to be pissed
someday somebody s gonna be somebodys gonna be missed
We take 2 steps forward and three steps back
Ya never know when youl go
U could have heart attack
Once I leave this world
I don’t wanna come back
Ill Just forsake it all
Theres no need to pack
I said….
Heyyyyyyyyyyy therrrrrrrrre calm dowwwwwwwwwwn
Lifes to short to be pissed
someday somebody s gonna be somebodys gonna be missed
They say life is a test and its not a game
It only comes once and it already came
Most don’t know me now they just know my name
I didn’t stay still and im just not the same
I said….
Heyyyyyyyyyyy therrrrrrrrre calm dowwwwwwwwwwn
Lifes to short to be pissed
someday somebody s gonna be somebodys gonna be missed
[Bring the song to an End after this last Chorus]
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13. |
Something On My Mind
03:56
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I've had something on my mind, yeah
I've been searching for a place that’s real hard to find
It has streets of gold and gates of pearl
It’s set up on high way above and it’s out of this world
Seek the Lord as long as He can be found
They say if HIS love was an ocean that weed all drowned
Knock and the door the door will be opened to you
Call upon HIS name and believe he rose from the dead to
I've been trying to walk a path called the way
Cause Gods coming back one fateful day
Taking vengeance those who don’t know the way, hey
I hope we’ll be ok on that fateful day and bring glory to GOD
Seek the Lord as long as He can be found
They say if HIS love was an ocean that weed all drowned
Knock and the door the door will be opened to you
Call upon HIS name and believe he rose from the dead to
Some reject the truth and then they swallow a lie
Not even caring that some day they are all going to die
You won’t get off this earth on your own
Of that you have no control
Many people are perishing cause their life the devil stole
Seek the Lord as long as He can be found
They say if HIS love was an ocean that weed all drowned
Knock and the door the door will be opened to you
Call upon HIS name and believe he rose from the dead to
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14. |
One Life One Shot
03:34
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I just sat down in the pouring rain
I thought about money and I thought about fame
Then I thought about her, I wondered if shed care
Maybe then shed want to see me
Even so, then life’s not fair.
Even so, then life’s not fair
You’ve got one life
One shot,
Now do you go on cruzing through or do you give it all that you’ve got?
You’ve got one life
One shot,
Now do you go on cruzing through or do you give it all that you’ve got?
You’ve got one life
One shot,
Now do you go on cruzing through or do you give it all that you’ve got?
The rain was pouring heavy over my guitar
Still I wondered what it be like if I were a star
Would all of that money just to go right to my head?
Would I ever win a grammy?
Would I ever wind up dead?
You’ve got one life
One shot,
do you go cruzing through or do you give it all that you’ve got?
You’ve got one life
One shot,
do you go cruzing through or do you give it all that you’ve got?
You’ve got one life
One shot,
do you go cruzing through or do you give it all that you’ve got?
I could barely see the sun cause the sky was grey
The leaves would hit the ground and the wind would just blow them away
The one thing I want after I die
is for someone to hear my music and say hey I remember that guy
You’ve got one life
One shot,
do you go cruzing through or do you give it all that you’ve got?
You’ve got one life
One shot,
do you go cruzing through or do you give it all that you’ve got?
You’ve got one life
One shot,
do you go cruzing through or do you give it all that you’ve got?
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15. |
Hurt Me
03:34
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Your hearts a mt I tried to climb
I ran out of breath and I fell down one time
Ive seen you in a way Ive never seen before
Its all about you and you want more and more
Baby will hurt me just one more time?
I’ve got lot songs from you and I feel fine
I never thought it would be this way
You gave me all kinds’ things to say
You stole Seattle from my eyes
And You stole my heart with all your lies
You knew what you were doing right from the start
You had it all set up for ya when it all fell apart
Baby will hurt me just one more time?
I’ve got lot songs from you and I feel fine
I never thought it would end up this way
You gave me all kinds’ things to say
I used to hit the bottle instead of you
Well I want reparation dollars for everything you put me through
I still wonder if you hate me till this day
And all because I loved you in everyway
Baby will hurt me just one more time?
I’ve got lot songs from you and I feel fine
I never thought it would end up this way
You gave me all kinds’ things to say
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16. |
It's The Rain
02:49
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It’s the rain it’s the rain that’s that’s coming
It’s the rain it’s thats rain that’s falling down
Look at my life
Look at my pain
There pointing fingers saying hes insane
She loves she loves the cocain
He loves he loves he loves that marry jane
She hates she hates to feel the pain
Shes higher than an airplane
I look at her then I look at myself
She likes to flirt with death it se se ah lf
She took my heart right off the shelf
For her collection shes got there for herself
It’s the rain it’s the rain that’s that’s coming
It’s the rain it’s thats rain that’s falling down
It’s the rain it’s the rain that’s that’s coming
It’s the rain it’s thats rain that’s falling down
IT was great but its in the past
Had a blast while it lasted it went by so fast
I wondered how someone like that could ever last
Is she the life of the party or an outcast
It’s the rain it’s the rain that’s that’s coming
It’s the rain it’s thats rain that’s falling down
It’s the pain it’s the pain thats leaving
It’s the pain it’s the pain that’s grieving me
It’s the rain it’s the rain that’s that’s coming
It’s the rain it’s thats rain that’s falling down
It’s the pain it’s the pain thats leaving
It’s the pain it’s the pain that’s grieving me
Look at my life
Look at my pain
There pointing fingers saying hes insane
She loves she loves the cocain
He loves he loves he loves that marry jane
She hates she hates to feel the pain
Shes higher than an airplane
I look at her then I look at myself
She likes to flirt with death it se se ah lf
She took my heart right off the shelf
For her collection shes got there for herself
It’s the rain it’s the rain that’s that’s coming
It’s the rain it’s thats rain that’s falling down
It’s the pain it’s the pain thats leaving
It’s the pain it’s the pain that’s grieving me
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17. |
Remember
03:34
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IF I remember you
will you remember me?
Or will we forget it all eventually?
Ill talk to you if you talk to me
And Ill walk with you if you’re willing to walk with me
Time to wake up and pop another pill
Chop another line and chase one more thrill
Cause its all downhill from here
Unless you catch me when I fall
Its like I learned how to walk and then learned how to crawl
I can see it all now now that your gone
You don’t know what you’ve got till what you got is all gone
You can run all you want but you’ll still be there
Complain all you want and say that lifes not fair
that lifes not fair
Time to wake up and pop another pill
Chop another line and chase one more thrill
Cause its all downhill from here
Unless you catch me when I fall
Its like I learned how to walk and then how to crawl
THeres a reason for this and theres a reason for that
Theres a reason your why spun and wound up just like that
Ive been on my knees begging baby please
What was I thinking theres a millions millions of these
Time to wake up and pop another pill
Chop another line and chase one more thrill
Cause its all downhill from here
Unless you catch me when I fall
Its like I learned how to walk and then how to crawl
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18. |
A Fool
03:34
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You work you endeavor and you try
You slave away your entire life and then you die
Some don’t know the whole truth so then they wonder why
Well, the saints all know it heartily and they cry
Only A fool says in his heart that there is no GOD
They insult their Creator and then they applaud
They buy all the lies and junk that they were fed
Not realizing GOD will judge quick and the dead
Something doesn’t come from nothing so evolutions a lie
In their hearts they hate the HOLY GOD which they deny
They try to explain away creation that they see with their eyes
Though when they die they’re going get a horrible surprise
Only A fool says in their heart that there is no GOD
They insult their Creator and then they applaud
They buy all the lies and junk that they were fed
Not realizing that GOD will judge the quick and the dead
The saints will come riding in with Christ when He returns
He’ll slay the Anti Christ with his breath and well watch him burn
Well rule and reign with Christ for one thousand years
And GOD will wipe away all our tears
Only A fool says in their heart that there is no GOD
They insult their Creator and then they applaud
They buy all the lies and junk that they were fed
Not realizing that GOD will judge the quick and the dead
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19. |
Loose Yourself
03:03
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Move yourself
groove yourself
Put on your boots stand up
and prove yourself
Use yourself
Lose yourself
Let it all go get down and
Amuse yourself
Let it all out and take it all in
We don’t ever lose we always win
Let it all out and take it all in
We don’t ever lose we always win
See the bright night through the city lights
Hanging round on me and got me feeling alright
You and me, we were so tight
Being with you all through the night
See the bright night through the city lights
Hanging round on me and got me feeling alright
You and me, we were so tight
Being with you all through the night
[Little break]
So Move yourself
[[And]] groove yourself
Put on your boots stand up
and prove yourself
Use yourself
Lose yourself
Let it all go get down and
Amuse yourself
Let it all out and take it all in
We don’t ever lose we always win
Let it all out and take it all in
We don’t ever lose we always win
See the bright night through the city lights
Hanging round on me and got me feeling alright
You and me, we were so tight
Being with you all through the night
See the bright night through the city lights
Hanging round on me and got me feeling alright
You and me, we were so tight
Being with you all through the night
You and me, we were so tight
Being with you all through the night
[let the music play out]
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20. |
Most Of All
03:54
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The clock on the wall is stuck at 4am
And IM just laying here counting sheep again
I am feeling a bit under the weather my friend
I’ve got a lot of problems and I don’t know where to began
What I love about this life most of all
Is that GOD became a man to redeem us from the fall
Risen from the dead and escaped from the grave
Who washed us in his own blood for all the sins that he forgave
I throw out my bills cause I just like to pretend
They only remind of all the money that I spend
I hear the apocalypse is near and that where at the end
I hope I got enough time here so that I can make amends
What I love about this life most of all
Is that GOD became a man to redeem us from the fall
Risen from the dead and escaped from the grave
Who washed us in his own blood for all the sins that he forgave
A year from now I don’t even know if I’ll make the rent
I’d get outa bed but from the weekend I am spent
I just need a little space so that I can vent
I just hope there’s enough time left here so I can repent
What I love about this life most of all
Is that GOD became a man to redeem us from the fall
Risen from the dead and escaped from the grave
Who washed us in his own blood for all the sins that he forgave
Abba please shake the Heavens and the earth
Throw out the devils from above and caste them to the earth
You test the reigns and hearts of the righteous
And It’s your people that you make into your likeness
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Jeff Hedeen Orangevale, California
Jeff Hedeen was born in Springfield, MA and has lived in Seattle, WA, Dover, NH, Henderson, NV enfield, CT, and now resides in Sacramento, CA.
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